{"id":324,"date":"2025-03-08T02:30:25","date_gmt":"2025-03-08T02:30:25","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/nathanperry.com\/wordpresss\/?p=324"},"modified":"2025-03-08T02:30:25","modified_gmt":"2025-03-08T02:30:25","slug":"basicaly-ur-terrified","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/nathanperry.com\/wordpresss\/2025\/03\/08\/basicaly-ur-terrified\/","title":{"rendered":"basicaLy u&#8217;R teRriFiED"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"boldgrid-section\">\r\n<div class=\"container\">\r\n<div class=\"row\">\r\n<div class=\"col-lg-12 col-md-12 col-xs-12 col-sm-12\">\r\n<p><span style=\"color: #00ff00;\"><\/span><\/p>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<div class=\"boldgrid-section\">\r\n<div class=\"container\">\r\n<div class=\"row\">\r\n<div class=\"col-lg-12 col-md-12 col-xs-12 col-sm-12\">\r\n<h3 class=\"\"><span style=\"color: #00ff00;\">some fear. always there mostly checked the slightest provokashun (of your choosing) kind of sets it off. you know? it just grabs ya: a sociaL fear? prior abuse? both. unworthyness, shame, bullys, outcast, dad, mom, your friends sister, sex, the FuLL mOon? unfashionabL? <\/span><br><span style=\"color: #00ff00;\">something hidden from you by yourseLfFth. don&#8217;t worry. dont worry honey. itL b <a href=\"https:\/\/hermangauche.com\/Burn_Center.htm\">aLL righT<\/a>. not just saying that. tyring to mean it too but do i mean it to myselfFth? how couLd i know. UntiL and unLeSs the test comes. itL b aLL rigth&#8217;ough regardLes if i pass see? itL b aLL ri cause it iS, <span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\">now<\/span>. righnow it&#8217;s twas-n twiLb. it&#8217;s so its b-ying neithr good&#8217;n or bad O.K.?<br>what does that stand for? itseLfFth, it stadth for itseLfFth, &#8220;O&#8221;k,,? <\/span><span style=\"color: #00ff00;\">subtL trut. growth ever mor subTl. <br>big fear not so much like eh so what. <br>&nbsp;sbtL toot com frum othinG reTuRn 2 nothi&#8217;G aLWaYS wiLl and nEVR haS -or- did I GET THAT BAckKWOrdZ?<\/span><\/h3>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<div class=\"boldgrid-section\">\r\n<div class=\"container\">\r\n<div class=\"row\">\r\n<div class=\"col-lg-12 col-md-12 col-xs-12 col-sm-12\">\r\n<p><span style=\"color: #00ff00;\"><\/span><\/p>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>some fear. always there mostly checked the slightest provokashun (of your choosing) kind of sets it off. you know? it just grabs ya: a sociaL fear? prior abuse? both. unworthyness,<\/p>\n<div class=\"read-more\"><a class=\"btn button-primary\" href=\"https:\/\/nathanperry.com\/wordpresss\/2025\/03\/08\/basicaly-ur-terrified\/\">Read More<\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"bgseo_title":"","bgseo_description":"","bgseo_robots_index":"index","bgseo_robots_follow":"follow","crio-premium-page-header-override":null,"crio-premium-page-header-select":"none","crio-premium-page-header-background":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-324","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/nathanperry.com\/wordpresss\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/324","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/nathanperry.com\/wordpresss\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/nathanperry.com\/wordpresss\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nathanperry.com\/wordpresss\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nathanperry.com\/wordpresss\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=324"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/nathanperry.com\/wordpresss\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/324\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":330,"href":"https:\/\/nathanperry.com\/wordpresss\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/324\/revisions\/330"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/nathanperry.com\/wordpresss\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=324"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nathanperry.com\/wordpresss\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=324"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/nathanperry.com\/wordpresss\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=324"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}